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Last year a lot of things turned to shit. I realized that some people who I cared for didn't really care about me. I also realized who my true friends are and have made some new ones. I'm not popular, but I can actually for once in my life, with confidence, that the people in my life love me. So I've got a new hair cut, new clothes, a new perspective on the relationships in my life, and I have a fresh start. I am going to do my senior year right. This year, if I find out that someone doesn't value me as much I value them I am going to let them go. I don't need negativity in my life. I am going to kick ass in my classes this year and make up for the time I spent dwelling on my problems. I'm also going to work really hard in choir and lit club. I got invited to go to a Poetry Gym next Saturday and I am pumped! I'm not going to post very much this year, because I'm going to focus on school, but expect to see some writing and the occasional drawing. I would also like to say that I got a really good video camera for my birthday and as soon as I figure out how to use it, I am going to start making youtube videos. I will keep you updated on this and I will post a journal with a link as soon as I make my first video.
Until later, goodbye fellow deviants.
Summer!
Ok, so I haven't done a lot of artwork since school got out. :P Maybe I should draw some PJ fan art just for old times sake. I'm sort of working on another OC page. If you don't know what I'm talking about I have a folder in my gallery for all the original characters from my book. UPDATE on my book: I decided to scrap my rough draft and start over. I'M NOT GIVING UP. Anyways, the reason I'm making a new character page is because I've never drawn out all the male characters before and seeing them helps me describe them in my writing.
Singing's going good. I haven't written any new songs since Trish passed away. I just can't seem to let go of
Just Cuz
I'm really only writing this, because I was tired of looking at my old journal. Choir's going good. I'm doing a little drawing. You might see new stuff eventually. XD
I am 27% immature.
[] You have eaten fish food.
[] You have eaten dog food.
[x] You have eaten cat food. (I tried it once when I was rlly little... not impressive)
[] You have run into a glass door.
[] You have eaten an ant.
[] You have eaten grass.
[] You have licked a tree.
[] You have polka dotted underwear.
[x] You have pink underwear.
[] You had contests with your BRO to see who can create the nastiest burp.
[x] You have screamed a random word in public.
[] You wave at people you don't know.
[] You have flushed the toilet because you were bored.
[] You have slapped yourself out of boredom.
[x] You sing the "FUN" song.
[] You hold con
Uninspired
Ugh! I haven't drawn or written anything in so long. I think I'm in a creative block... and I'm so tired (it's only 9:30). *yawn* I think I'm supposed to be getting a commission soon, but ~Ropun hasn't gotten back to me yet. I should rlly force myself to do something, but I can't find a muse. Oh well. I'll find one sooner or later.
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good on you. don't make the same mistakes ive made (horrible relationships and breakups that make you feel almost lifeless and without cause, shrugging away classes, letting everything go downhill expecting to be able to fix it later down the road) I made several mistakes to get where I am. plenty of which I could very easily have done without. had to wait an extra 1 1/2-2 years to finally start doing something with my life, had to deal with more pain and frustration than what was really necessary. set a goal and do nothing but push for it. don't waste your time looking back it'll only hurt and slow you down (it doesn't matter who it is. set priorities, your future comes first). . . that's all for my gibberish "I feel like an old sage" speech, enjoy life. carpe diem